FACING THE FLAME was
recorded and mixed at Chez Campbell and mastered at Record Time Studios here in St. John's, Newfoundland. In some cases, we recorded as many as 28 tracks for a single song. We thank Geoff Panting for his support as studio engineer and for playing organ and accordion, our fellow musicians Mike Stevens (harmonica) and percussionists Andrew McCarthy, Simon Miminis and Elliot Dicks for their contributions. The cover art by Aurafidelite Arindam and CD design by Jessie Meyer are beautiful.
OUR NEW ALBUM is a thirteen tune collection of original songs written over more than 30 years. What surprised us is that these songs, written by two different people, are all linked by their themes and strong images. We call this album Songs of Wonder and Experience because these compositions each have a way of looking at life and time from a richer, deeper perspective. We would love to know what you think about these songs, and which ones are your favourites.
Song Words
ONE MORE YESTERDAY
Words and music by Dave Panting
An ode to time and forces beyond our control.
References to Greek mythology in this song come partly from Dave's years of playing
traditional Greek music with George Miminis and The Forgotten Bouzouki.
Roads take us where the sun sets
The wheels of life in gear
Find what's ahead's behind us
The landscape of the years
One more round in one more town
One more song to play
Tomorrow's gone and left us
One more yesterday
One wave upon another
We live our odyssey
As pawns of gods and monsters
The force of destiny
One more round in one more town
One more song to play
Tomorrow's gone and left us
One more yesterday
In darkness in the distance
Where heaven's thunder rolls
One glimmer of acceptance
A comfort to the soul
One day there won't be one more
There won't be one more day
Midnight sun and stars of morning
Will fade away
One more round in one more town
We just can't stay
Tomorrow's gone and left us
One more yesterday
HORIZONS
Words and music by Dan Rubin
This song came while we were recording the album.
It connects the themes and images of the other songs
with the awareness that after all these years of travel and performing,
we are still moving on, reaching for the edge, still searching for what lies beyond.
Far away from here
Beyond all hope and fear
Live things eternal etched in memory
But the world keeps turning
And we are carried on
Always the horizons call to me
We’re sailors on the ocean
Setting off to find out
Whether things are really what they seem
Beyond the far horizons
Are lands we’ve never seen
We’re sailing back to where we’ve never been
Opening the eyes
Of wonder and surprise
We chart a course into the blue beyond
Across the endless deep
By the compass of our souls
We trust the sea to carry us along
We’re sailors on the ocean
Carried by the waves
Setting off to see what can be seen
Beyond imagination
Lie lands of ancient dream
Always the horizons lead us on
Always the horizons lead us on
THE PLUME
Words and music by Dan Rubin
In 2008 Dan flew to the Big Island of Hawaii for a last visit with his mother. While there he stayed with friends
at Belly Acres, a land co-op near the shore, just a short distance from where red hot lava is flowing
into the sea. Where lava meets the ocean, a gigantic plume of super-heated steam rises to the clouds.
This song celebrates the four elements - fire, water, earth and air - and the ceaseless destruction and creation
that is always part of life. It is also a reflection on our reluctance to face what we are doing to this planet.
Like a bonfire blazing in the night
Sparks are rising, dancing with delight
See the Plume as it rises out of sight
To join the clouds
Gathered at its height
But you do not see the Golden Crown
Burning down
Like a great wave moves across the sea
The currents bring the bad news back to me
It’s as true as it can be
And we look, but we do not choose to see
How the rising waters start to drown
Burning down, burning down
All things that lives are made of earth
A simple story told in bits of dirt
Hunks of carbon hungry for rebirth
But we will not see what it is worth
‘Til the dry soil starts to crack and brown
Burning down, burning down
Burning down
Like grey feathers dancing in the sky
That twist and turn as they learn to fly
To raise the Feathered Snake on high
All things that live are born to die
Which it takes to clear
The fallow ground
Burning down, burning down
Burning down
So like a bonfire burning in the night
Sparks are rising, dancing with delight
Watch the Plume as it rises out of sight
To join the clouds gathered at its height
But you do not see the Golden Crown
Burning down
No you do not see our Golden Crown
Burning down, burning down
Burning down
FACING THE FLAME
Words and music by Dan Rubin
All around us we see clear evidence of how our industrial way of life is changing the atmosphere,
yet we still find it hard to face the threat that we have become to all life on Earth.
Living on the ring of fire
Staring at the hole in the sky
We’re all stuck in the weather
When we live and when we die
It’s all the same
When you’re facing the flame
Living on the edge
Of the ring of fire
Blame it on the man with the matches
Blame it on the hole in the sky
Blame it on whoever’s not here at the moment
But it’s really just you and I
And it’s all the same
When you’re facing the flame
Living on the edge
Of the ring of fire
Fire in the morning
Fire at the edge of the earth
Fire without warning
Fire is the death and the birth
Ring of fire. . .
We don’t know nothin ‘bout future
We’re just stuck in the past
We’re hangin’ on by our fingernails
And hopin’ that it will last
But it’s all the same
When you’re facing the flame
Living on the edge
Of the ring of fire
Facing the flame
Facing the flame
Facing the flame
Facing the flame
ANSWERS
Words and music by Dave Panting
Dave's sometimes euphoric, sometimes melancholy, fascination with clouds inspired him to write this
haunting reminder of the restlessness of nature and our way of looking to the sky as the home of God
and source for answers to life's questions.
Everything begins again
After night has brought the rain
We can raise our eyes and see
Love is more than you and me
Can't you hear the angels cry
Clouds above us where we lie
Unfolding as the days go by
Answers written in the sky
Sailing on a ship of fear
Trouble's never far away
Cross an ocean full of tears
Love is next to you today
You never know, you never know
No, you never know the future
You never know, you never know
And so I'm asking you today
Can't you hear the angels cry
Clouds above us where we lie
Unfolding as the days go by
Answers written in the sky
And in the morning sun
Days will still be blue
When everything is one
I will leave my love to you
Can't you hear the angels cry
Clouds above us where we lie
Unfolding as the days go by
Answers written in the sky
Answers written in the sky
INDIAN ROPE TRICK
Words and music by Dan Rubin
Here comes the man with the basket. He sets it down and begins to play the shehnai.
As the winding nasal sound of double reeds resonates down the long, thin pipe,
from the basket rises not the sacred cobra, but the rope, stretching upward into the sky.
The man climbs up the rope, and it falls back into the basket.
We are left standing, mouths hanging open, staring upward.
A mandolin-driven blues, a wry comment on our need for speed.
Reachin’ for the sky
Reachin for the moon
Did you ever get the feelin’
You were born too soon?
Did you ever get to wonderin’
Just where it all will stop
If we’ve climbed this high
And we haven’t reached the top
Keep climbin’
Even if it’s only in your head
Keep climbin’
Even if it’s only in your head
Now you’re rollin’ through the mountains
Doin’ ninety miles an hour
You haven’t got the time
To see the trees and the flowers
You know you could see more
If you were walkin’ on the ground
But it’s just too late
For you to slow down
Keep climbin’
Even it it’s only in your mind
Keep climbin’
But you know you left it all behind. . .
So you’re climbin’ that rope
That reaches to the sky
You climbed so far, you must be high!
You climbed so fast, don’t you know
You left it all behind
About all you got left now
Is that rope in your mind
Keep climbin’
Even if it’s only in your head
Keep climbin’
But you know you’ll only wind up. . .
Dead dead dead
SAME OLD DREAMS
Words and music by Dave Panting
Dave remembers his childhood, those peaceful, sunny, summer days that seemed to stretch on forever.
Things were simple then as they were ever going to be. A song about our longing for an idyllic time, pointing to our
ability to still reach that place in our imagination, even if nowhere else.
Away we go, to where we know
That peace and harmony
Roll into rhyme outside time
We find ourselves it seems
Driftin' back
Back to the same old dreams now
The same old dreams
Summer days eternal, float on your back
Circle in the water, fall into the sky
Green leaves echo zeyphr's blues
Silver dance of sun and stream
Driftin' back
Back to the same old dreams now
The same old dreams
Back to the same old dreams now
The same old dreams
Full moon horizon, twilight's edge
One by one the stars come out to shine
Firelight and shade, a reverie ballet
Endless variations on a theme
Driftin' back
Back to the same old dreams now
The same old dreams
Driftin' back
Back to the same old dreams now
The same old dreams
Same old dreams now
Same old dreams
Same old dreams now
The same old dreams
Back to the same old dreams now
Same old dreams . . .
NEWFOUNDLAND BLUES
Words and music by Dave Panting
Not really a blues, more a celebration of those things we know and live with, on this mighty island of Newfoundland.
It's a misty harbour day
In the morning Newfoundland grey
Until the sun burns through
I'm singin' Newfoundland blues
I got the Newfoundland blues
When the memories sail away
Across the years around the bay
Think about the yesterdays
Sea change and what can you do
With the Newfoundland blues?
How many tales will never be told
Now that the view's been bought and sold?
Hard stories leave your heart cold
Times as good as Newfoundland gold
Singin' Newfoundland blues
Listen to the old men talk
Women on the widow's walk
See the seagulls circle and cry
Souls of sailors in the sky
Singin' Newfoundland blues
How many tales will never be told
Now that the view's been bought and sold?
Hard stories leave your heart cold
Times as good as good old black gold
I got the Newfoundland blues
Now I've got no more to say
On this misty harbour day
Sit and watch the sun shine through
Turn the morning Newfoundland blue
I got the Newfoundland blues
I'm singin' Newfoundland blues
Yeah, yeah I'm singin' Newfoundland blues
HOW WE TOOK TO THE SKY
Words and music by Dan Rubin
While reading a book about early balloon flight, Dan was inspired to write this dreamlike piece.
In the early 1700s, two centuries before powered flight, we were already looking down from on high,
seeing the world whole, our eyes filled with wonder.
Perhaps if we could recapture some of that wonder-filled perspective,
we would find a deeper appreciation for
the thinly-stretched surface of this planet on which we live?
I wake within those walls of ice
I rise up from my bed
I see above me endless blue
A fire within my head
I see the huge balloon above
So like a flying horse
It pulls me from my slumber deep
To look down on the clouds
Below me only broken toys
In jumbled heaps down there
Below my boots the distant earth
I walk upon the air
I peer down from this parapet
Into the clouds below
I see the grey and white dissolve
As we a-drifting go
Is it not strange to float right here
Above the sea of clouds
How long can we remain aloft
How long is this allowed
To float above is like a dream
Within the endless sky
This is our chance to see things true
To look down from on high
To float above is like a dream
Suspended here on high
This is our chance to see things true
We’ve taken to the sky
GOODBYE AND GO
Words and music by Dave Panting
A work in progress, developing for the past thirty years.
Reflections of endless days as a touring musician, on the road with various musical groups,
it looks to earth, water and air for its imagery.
Seaside eyes deep and honest blue
To the point where your living lies
Set our sails, it's goodbye and go
Roadside heart longs for you to roll
Down the line where your freedom lies
Turn our wheels, it's goodbye and go
It's goodbye my friends
Goodbye once again
Skyward high, space for you to fly
Round the sun, where your vision lies
Spread our wings, it's goodbye and go
It's goodbye my friends
Goodbye once again
Seaside eyes deep and honest blue
To the point where your living lies
Set our sails, it's goodbye and go
Turn our wheels, it's goodbye and go
Spread our wings, it's goodbye and go
HARD LUCK STORIES
Words and music by Dan Rubin
It’s not that we don't love country music, but sometimes them "hurtin' songs" get to be just. . .well, too much.
Dan wrote this tongue-in-cheek ballad to remind us that we need inspiration more than empathy.
Mike Stevens contributed the gorgeous harmonica tracks that completed the mix.
All of your well-know Johnny-come-lately
Sing it to me softly ‘til I believe it songs
Are just the cries in the night of some overgrown children
Trying to forget that somebody did them wrong
And from over where the sunrise petals spreading
To way over there where there their suns are going down
It looks like a lake of take me back please
Won’t you listen to me mama, now that l’m fully grown?
And I say. . .
Nobody needs your hard luck stories
You know they all got their own
What they wanna feel is the power and the glory
Life must be worth more than a helpless groan
So why do spend your time agonizing
Putting down pen to paper in a pool of blood?
It’s a waste of time for a full-grown man
Or a woman to be making those pies out of the mud
If you’d open your eyes to what’s before you
You’d find there’s a thousand things that you could say
But you’d call it darkness with both eyes closed
Drifting in the night when you could be dancing in the day
And I say. . .
Nobody needs your hard luck stories
You know they all got their own
What they wanna feel is the power and the glory
Life must be worth more than a helpless groan
Those hard luck stories
They just . . . bore me
Why don’t you put them away?
CALIFORNIA HILLS
Words and music by Dan Rubin
Growing up in California, Dan remembers walking the gentle slopes of oak woodland that form the warm, beating
heart of that beautiful state. He remembers his uncle Harold panning for gold in the Sacramento River.
Just imagine what it would have been like, to arrive in 1849,
when those hills were still pristine, if you had the luck to discover they had welcomed you home?
Well there’s lots of gold in the California hills
Or so the rumours say
And I went there just to spend some time
And see if I could make it pay
And there was sagebrush, more than enough for me
And the grey hills stretch from the place I’m standing
To as far as the eye can see
California, your hills are full of gold
California, there’s treasure all around you there
Oh, that’s what I’ve been told
And the trail winds east from Sacramento
To the smaller towns
I followed that track with my pack of tools
Until I hit the higher ground
And it was hard goin’ and I walked ‘til my shoulders hurt
Then I panned some traces, so I staked my claim
And I started out sluicin’ dirt
California, this life’s just not for me
Let me warn you
Sluice box is the devils’ mouth
And gold is never free
‘Cause it’s days and weeks of shovelin’ ore
‘Til you can’t feel the shovel in your hand any more
And the sun pours down like fire on your back and neck
And so you shovel your way through half a ton
And what do you have when your work is done?
Maybe two or three ounces of dust
For all that sweat . . .
Well I don’t mind sweatin’, no I don’t mind workin’
So’s the pay is fair
But after five long months I had nothin’ to show
And Autumn was in the air
It was sunset on my very last day
And the last light spread across the ground
And when I straightened my back to look
There was gold just all around
Well it’s seven years since I came this way
With my pack of tools
I’ve seen lots of men give up and leave,
And you know, I think they’re fools
Yes, there’s gold here, I’m sure about it now
I’ve got a house and a wife and forty five acres
Of gold underneath my plow
California, your hills have brought me home
I started out a rovin’ boy and now I’ll never roam . . .
THE STORY
Words and music by Dave Panting
Looking back along the road travelled.
In the end, all we can really do
is try to understand and accept the truths of our own lives.
Hear the chimes, hours in your mind
The voices telling you you've got to find the time
Life stole away from you I think it's a crime
But that's how the story goes
That's how the story goes
Now and then I stop, take a look around
Stare at the broken road I cannot go back down
Thinkin' that if only I knew then what I know now
That's how the story goes
That's how the story goes
I wish that all our absent friends could be with us today
To reminisce and laugh and cry and sing and dance and play
With one more chance to get it right before it slips away
With all the sadness we must do the best we can
Through all the madness keep following the plan
Love livin' every day and try to understand
That's how the story goes
That's how the story goes
Hear the chimes hours in your mind
Voices telling you you've got to find the time
Life stole away from you I think it's a crime
But that's how the story goes
That's how the story goes
That's how the story goes
That's how the story goes